Ahad, 13 Disember 2009

We Never Satisfied of What have we get In Our Life..

Helllooo...

Long time never post something here.around 1 week already i think.yeah..my STPM life finished,mixed feeling bout it.kinda happy because no need to think about school life and at the same time feel sad because school-life is great.friends that i left there?they all are different kind.the memories.so deep in my heart.not satisfied in everything.

haihz.now we talk about business.im on the first day of working tomorrow.as Customer Service Executive.last thursday(1 day after finished my last paper) had been interviewed.soo great.somemore it test in English.Im not good in it.I just try my best.Alhamdulillah i got it.

now,its about running and futsal.i have decided.i will more on running than futsal after this.last friday(ROYAL RUN).i joined this run as first events after three months stop with it.its really fun there,seeing many runners that i had missed,the feeling of starting,the struggling when u on the road and the environment of many people are running because of their passion.

Royal Run was firstly organised this year.not as good as others big events but good job.the t-shirts really cheap but yeah better than nothing.the medals just for 20 persons for top categories.its okay.maybe not enough budget.hahaha.at least they should put up until 50 medals.better.yeah~~dont want talk about it.i enjoyed myself and know such a place got in Shah Alam.

busy with working after this.i want to get into some productive people than just rest at home build up some calories.not worth.

Ahad, 6 Disember 2009

Am I crazy or what??

Salam!

today.its the climax of everything inside my heart.i dunno how and why but i just slapped one of my fren when played futsal today.maybe im too emotional.i cant control my filing.haizz.that fellow also made his mistake.he made me felt angry towards him because the team losed because of him not doin well at defense area.he should just shut up but then he halau some of my teammates when we had lose(my teammates memang nak balik).i cant control my filing,i just slapped him.he kicked me back.

the mouth fighting started.he kept with something that had passed and im still said he the one who made the team losed n somehow he can halau orang.no respect at all.yeah,he's rite.this is not a tournament but then i cant control myself after what he had spoken off.after that he sempat halau me too.he said his father had slapped him for a long time ago.i replied,datz y he became so kurang ajar nowadays.he ungkit bout my brother pula.but im on my bike and go.if not i will reply to him,apa kaitan my brother wit ur dad?stupid.anyway,its my fault bcos i slapped him so i will ask for forgiveness la.i think i will stop play futsal or stop play futsal at HIS PLACE.he just kena slapped from me once sudah ungkit macam-macam.i cant control myself already.

haihz.a few days already.im quite emotional.i will fastly mad,sad,merajuk and anything lah when someone makes me just a little kind of ting such as ignore me,ejek me,stabbacking me and sumting yang berkaitan.its not me.i will try to make some solution towards this probs.

my last paper for stpm 2009,datz is pengajian am 1.next wednesday i will take it.what had past,let it go.now,face the new test.i dunno what gonna happen in the future.