Am I crazy or what??

Salam!

today.its the climax of everything inside my heart.i dunno how and why but i just slapped one of my fren when played futsal today.maybe im too emotional.i cant control my filing.haizz.that fellow also made his mistake.he made me felt angry towards him because the team losed because of him not doin well at defense area.he should just shut up but then he halau some of my teammates when we had lose(my teammates memang nak balik).i cant control my filing,i just slapped him.he kicked me back.

the mouth fighting started.he kept with something that had passed and im still said he the one who made the team losed n somehow he can halau orang.no respect at all.yeah,he's rite.this is not a tournament but then i cant control myself after what he had spoken off.after that he sempat halau me too.he said his father had slapped him for a long time ago.i replied,datz y he became so kurang ajar nowadays.he ungkit bout my brother pula.but im on my bike and go.if not i will reply to him,apa kaitan my brother wit ur dad?stupid.anyway,its my fault bcos i slapped him so i will ask for forgiveness la.i think i will stop play futsal or stop play futsal at HIS PLACE.he just kena slapped from me once sudah ungkit macam-macam.i cant control myself already.

haihz.a few days already.im quite emotional.i will fastly mad,sad,merajuk and anything lah when someone makes me just a little kind of ting such as ignore me,ejek me,stabbacking me and sumting yang berkaitan.its not me.i will try to make some solution towards this probs.

my last paper for stpm 2009,datz is pengajian am 1.next wednesday i will take it.what had past,let it go.now,face the new test.i dunno what gonna happen in the future.